Thursday, 4 August 2016

The First

Its been 20 years when I was put on this earth. No complaints, but life hasn't always been a sweet partner as I expected it to be. There have been ups and downs, and yet many more to come. Everybody gets some. So why am I writing about it here ? Well, I don't know how many people are gonna read my blog but I thought to give it a start. I remember when I was a child, I know I'm not completely an adult now although I pretend to be one xP, but during the school time, I saw some of my friends doing the "Diary Writing" thing. I never actually got the gist of it, until now.

I used to ask them, why do you write stuff in your diary ? What sense does it make to write things that you did the whole day and all of your experiences and sentiments, basically the usual stuff that's going around you and all about your life. Obviously, at that age even they didn't completely know what it really does, but they simply used to answer me "it feels good".

Time passed. I completed my Junior college. I came from my hometown (Jalgaon) to Pune to continue my education in engineering and get a degree. As it happens with most of the people, I realized that I didn't want to do engineering, but it was too late. And now I'm here, in my 3rd year of engineering, praying when will I finally get done with this thing.

I tried to indulge in various other activities and stuff to keep myself busy. I never seem to enhance my mood to study the subjects I have paid fees for, and if I don't be busy I get bored, frustrated and all the regret flashes back to that day when I decided to take engineering.

But there comes a time, the night especially, when you want to enjoy a peaceful sleep but you can't. You wish to share your thoughts, your desires, your insanity to someone but you can't. Yesterday was one such night. I was bored, a little depressed and lonely. I didn't know who to talk to or what to do to get this feeling away from my mind.

And that's when it hit me. "Diary Writing - it feels good." But, time has changed, technology has advanced, and plus sooner or later I am gonna be a Computer Engineer, I thought rather than putting myself in a few pages of diary, I would start writing a blog. I don't know people will like it, or even read it, but I will definitely feel better. Also as I am a big Sherlock Fan, I remember the first episode when John Watson is advised by his therapist to start writing a blog to feel better :D. Obviously I don't need a therapist and I am not some "Oh dear boy, such a pity" kinda guy, but yeah I decided to give blogging a try.

So that's all for "The First" blog of mine. Looking forward to keep writing more and more, I just hope I can keep up to it and you all like it. xP

Tada! :)

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